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DEAR LONG LOST FRIEND.

Dear long lost friend,

Today, suddenly notification from snapchat popped up "You have memories to look back on today" it said. I opened it and was left with nothing else but tears. It was a flashback of the golden days we've spent together, all the crazy things we did together. Isn't this weird how once upon a time our friendship was unbreakable,we were inseparable, but look here we are... It's been months, we haven't talked, opposite of the time when we couldn't see our future without each other! We went from "dude, I know you better than yourself!" To " complete strangers".

I know you think I don't miss you, but the truth is that i miss you, a lot! I always watch the videos of us laughing uncontrollably and think about how much fun we used to have. Since you left, i don't feel like talking to anybody else. You were the only one who knew all my secrets. You were the one who could know my mood just by a text and my tears behind my smile. YOU were the only person for whom i cried. It was the loneliest feeling in the world when you stopped talking. But I think everything happens for a reason.

I wanted you to be my constant but you ended it all. I still remember, you started ignoring me because you were in a relationship, you started avoiding me. From being my problem solver, you became the one because of whom shit happened to me. You forgot our sole motto " Sisters before Misters". You ended it all. I don't completely blame you for everything, we were both responsible for the downfall of our EPIC friendship. I'll always thank you for being my best friend and giving me a truck loads of happy times.

I'll always think randomly about all the amazing memories we have, but the worst part is, now,  we act as if we never met.
It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.


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  1. So relatable.
    You described it so perfectly.

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  2. Just perfect 👌👌
    Time 🤦🏻‍♂️

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  3. These lines,damn true & every word is just mesmerising!keep it up girl❤️

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  4. Its amazing ����

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  5. Stay strong, better things are coming, I promise. Life is no picnic, I know. ����

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  6. Arey arey����

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  7. You should meet up

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  8. I'm so mesmerised that how could someone write so well

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